You and me and the devil makes three...

I don't know what's going on, but Ann died and didn't come back, and the tent's gone and everything. All the tents are gone, actually. I don't know what to do. No one stays dead here. This isn't how it's supposed to work... but it's like she was never here at all. I don't know where to go or what to do or anything.

I miss her so much. It's like part of me got torn off. There's... an ache in my chest. It's making me want to go to sleep and not wake up until she comes back.

(Voice post without being a real voice post, because he wanted this kind of format. <3)

*low humming, and the occasional bit of silken, delighted laughter*

This place... this room is incredible. There's nowhere else where I could experience such things with such willing prey... And so much going on around me, so much lust and sex and pleasure... *breaks off, laughing* I don't think I've ever felt so full as I do now, so sated, but energized at the same time. I'm so glad that dying in here doesn't cause me to lose what I've fed on. It would be a terrible waste if it did~.

It was good to be with a demon again. I haven't in a while, and especially one so violent. That's another thing I couldn't do outside of this room – the number of times she killed me would have been impossible outside.

*quietly hums for a few more moments*

It's odd, how comfortable I feel here. I have more freedom here, more access to people who don't mind that I'm not human, and in fact embrace that. I can't die permanently, I can feed as I usually do... It's nice.

[Private to Ann, text]

This bond we have... I don't understand it sometimes. I've never been this close to someone before, and it's strange. I don't know the array of emotion demons are capable of feeling, but it seems like this isn't one of the usual ones.

[end private]

...he's here. And so generous, to bestow that kind of gift on me. Which is not to say that he is merciful, but... ugh, I'm so fuzzy-headed lately. I don't even know what I'm saying anymore.

Sora, he said we need to make more progress here. Maybe you should come talk to me, so we can plan or something?

I need to get out more. I only know a handful of people here. Kairi, it was lovely to meet you the other day. If you wanted to talk sometime, you're welcome to drop by.

This is the only good part of the feeding withdrawal. If anyone needs me today, I'll be adsfjlmmadhklsfadk,,,,,,,,,,,,

((ooc: He fell asleep on the keyboard. ^^ If anyone wants to talk to him, too damn bad. He won't stir for anything less than a definite feed for about 24 hours, but when he finally wakes up... Don't worry, Ann, he'll still have his self-control, but only barely. <3))

So it seems the room has thrown everyone out, and some people back to their own worlds. I was one of the lucky ones, in that regard. But it seems several other people have ended up here as well. For those of you not already in my company here, if you would like to be a bit more comfortable in this place, you are welcome to stay with me. I swear I don't bite.~ Except when asked or provoked, that is.

If anyone is looking for Lady Ann, she is with me, and not feeling well at the moment. It was a long and rather unpleasant trip up from the lowest level of hell; I hadn't known I could cause airsickness before today.

At least these journal things still work, even if that is more evidence towards this being a temporary arrangement. The room wouldn't bother leaving us all in contact with each other like this if it was permanent. But even if it is temporary I'm going to enjoy it. The room is fun, but this is home.~

I'm probably still going to be sore in the morning from that flight. It was for a good cause, though.~

I enjoy this place very much so far. The few people I've met don't seem to mind what I am, and I've already found a few who don't seem to mind my attentions and may even properly appreciate them. Also, this wishing for things is quite nice. I haven't tested it fully yet, but I have a place to stay now, at least.

At least the first couple of people I met were obliging enough. Now I won't need to feed for a couple of days.